Sunday, December 27, 2009

....but don't stop knocking

Opportunity, that is.

Prior to this past week, I have been suffering a drought in my life. There have been little actual and promisingly realistic opportunities. This is not as depressing as it may sound, I just have not had that really positive feeling about something in a long time. Now I am feeling it about almost too many opportunities, if that is possible.

I definitely feel as if I am at a major crossroads in my professional life right this moment. I feel as if it raining chance, and I am just waiting for the thunder and lightening to make this experience even more dramatic.

I don't want to sound selfish. Here I am, with two advances in my life, possibly just within my finger tips, yet I am nervous about one and both.

I don't think I have more than I can handle, I just don't know how to accurately predict the future, and thus do not know how to proceed in such a way that guarantees my success without the expense of someone elses'.