Wednesday, October 14, 2009

I hope the Universe Comes Through

I have been so busy, that I have not had the chance to write AT ALL. I am very saddened by this, and really do not have the time right now as this is "our" TV night. I am home from work early for once, and feel guilty that the only thing I can think about right now is blogging and checking other blogs that I follow.

On an equally distrubing note, a job I applied for is no longer seeking employment. Another job I have an interview with next Thursday has asked if we can reschedule. Is the Universe listening to me? I have been doing all sorts of "Secret" things, like envisioning myself a published writer, or at the very least a woman wearing reallt fancy business clothes, finding herself in a new- and rewarding- profession. None of this has happened yet, and the "Secret" tells me to wait, to not act, as the actions will fall into place as they should.

I am constantly in fear that every move I make ends up one step backwards. Although I make attempts to head foward, I seem to fall a step behind my intentions. I know things will happen, they must happen